Kudos for taking time to write. You do have positive vibe coming from the post.
About the job. It's right, people should hire people who are not proven. However, Many will agree that you still need to contribute to others and make a portfolio somehow. I have this-this-and-that problem doesn't tell anyone anything about you.
Let me tell you about me, I did not had lots of problems like yours, but I did have some that made me almost broken in every aspect. However I kept contributing to various projects and forums. Letting them know of what I can do and what I cannot do.
That process helped me get out of tough situations twice. Same strategy applied twice, got similar result.
If might feel like you don't have enough time, but you actually do. If you stay strong and take action, you can reach that level.
Kudos for taking time to write. You do have positive vibe coming from the post.
About the job. It's right, people should hire people who are not proven. However, Many will agree that you still need to contribute to others and make a portfolio somehow. I have this-this-and-that problem doesn't tell anyone anything about you.
Let me tell you about me, I did not had lots of problems like yours, but I did have some that made me almost broken in every aspect. However I kept contributing to various projects and forums. Letting them know of what I can do and what I cannot do.
That process helped me get out of tough situations twice. Same strategy applied twice, got similar result.
If might feel like you don't have enough time, but you actually do. If you stay strong and take action, you can reach that level.
Good luck!
Thanks for the advice Tahy!