I spent my first 15 years in the industry thinking I did not belong for similar reasons. It has nothing to do with programming - as it was with me, this all you and your demons. You need to learn to love your self, get your ass into therapy, and keep grinding. You can never unwring the bell of your past but you can come to terms with it and be at peace with yourself and the past. Best, chris
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I spent my first 15 years in the industry thinking I did not belong for similar reasons. It has nothing to do with programming - as it was with me, this all you and your demons. You need to learn to love your self, get your ass into therapy, and keep grinding. You can never unwring the bell of your past but you can come to terms with it and be at peace with yourself and the past. Best, chris